Anonymous asked:

Remember how you feel right now. Book mark your last post, and write as many as you can just like it while you are riding this high. Life has a funny way of riding highs and clawing through lows. Next time you are in a low, and you will be again someday, we all will be, look back and read these posts. Savor them. Realize that no matter how hard you fall, you can get right back to where you are now. And better. Always.

TROPHY WIFE Answer:

Thank you for this. Such a good reminder!
Xo

Making this move to new york is both parts frightening and exhilarating. I feel like someone has lit a fire under my skin! I am ready to embrace my doubts and walk through this fear. I keep pinching myself just to make sure this is real. On top of this major success for me and my career, my amazingly wonderful boyfriend is putting in so much effort to make the move with me. How refreshing it feels to have my best friend by my side for this, supporting me and telling me how proud he is every day. This isn’t his dream, but he’s interrupting his life to chase it with me. Am I dreaming? I’ll pinch myself again for good measure. 

I remember sitting in an empty parking lot on a Saturday night some three years ago, with my fiance at the time. We were bickering. I was bored with my life, I knew there was something greater out there for me if only I had the courage to go after it. He balked at the idea of the city. He made me feel foolish for having this childlike dream that most 19 year olds have. I’ll never forget how discouraged and lonely I felt in that moment. Feeling as though I had to choose between my lover or my career. Two seperate passions that burned equally as deep for me. I was crushed then.

But that day has passed and three years teaches the soul many lessons. Today I am with someone who loves me and my ambition. He is not afraid of change, and he is not afraid of me or who I might become if I succeed. I feel utterly blessed and grateful to be who I am and where I am at this very moment. I am ready for anything and everything this world has to throw in my face.

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Protip: Guys don’t like nice girls. They like bitches. Mean, frigid bitches that don’t put up with their shit.

Anonymous asked:

Is your boyfriend going to move to NY with you?

TROPHY WIFE Answer:

Yes

Anonymous asked:

so happy for you :) it's nice to see that if you try hard you can achieve your dreams

TROPHY WIFE Answer:

Never in my wildest dreams would I have thought I could achieve this in my make-up career. But passion and hard work will always prevail! Thanks for being excited for me :)

Anonymous asked:

I'm so excited for you! NYC is totally your scene you are so eclectic

TROPHY WIFE Answer:

Thanks so much! I agree :)

Anonymous asked:

Do you have a relationship with God? And I dont mean that in a bible-thumper way. Just, do you believe there has been a greater power than yourself helping you to become sober/healthy? Are you angry at God? Has your relationship with God become better/worse/non-existant/ whatever since you've gotter healthier?

TROPHY WIFE Answer:

Yes, you said it perfectly. Now I have a spiritual connection with God which I didn’t have before, but I don’t follow a religion. I don’t feel anger that I used to, because my concept of God was selfish and unrealistic. I do think that my relationship with God has given me an inner peace, and has helped me through my addiction.